Emo emo...

[WanSien]

Nobody seems to be updating this blog eh? WenHui's internet is down or something. Angie hasn't came online yet. So I guess I'll just have to be the one to fill up the spaces...lol~

Someone has been ubber sick lately. Haha~ Sounded like he was dying the past three days. High fever, bla bla bla. Told him to drink loads of water and take his medicine, sleep early, rest more...the usual. He seemed to have recovered slightly today. That's good. Wonder where he got his fever from. Haha~

Well, hope you get well soon dear. *Hugs and Mwahz* =)

Lately, have been kinda emo. Issues to do with him as usual. Why can't he just be consistent? He was so nice that one week before I went to Malaysia. Really sweet and everything, the perfect boyfriend.

But after I came back, he seemed to have changed. Barely pays attention to me. Sometimes he gives me the feeling that I'm a burden to him, like I'm just wasting his time...

Insecurities? Lack of self confidence? That's why I feel this way?

No. I was perfectly alright in that one week when he was 'acutally being a boyfriend'. Felt like I was floating around all day long. THAT is how being in a relationship is supposed to feel like. Not like now, where I'm practically forgetting that I'm not single anymore.

When I chat with unknown people online and they ask me about my status, I have to lag abit before remembering that that idiot is existing in my life. =.=

Problems problems.

I hope he snaps out of whatever mood he is in now. It's been one week and two days. I don't know how much longer I can keep quiet before I blow up and demand a break up.

I don't want to keep confronting him about the same thing over and over and over again. Everything will just repeat itself.

I'll want a time-out, he'll apologize and ask me not to do that to him, I'll feel guilty and forgive him...temporary reprive occurs, in which I'll feel that he honestly HAS changed, that this time would be the last time I go through everything. Until he starts again...and the whole cycle takes place once more. *Sighs*

"I don't want his affections if I have to keep buying them with threats"