Emo-ness

[WanSien]

Gay me banged into one of the SAS guys this morning. I have no idea what I was doing. I mean, I OBVIOUSLY saw him. Duh~ He was walking directly in front of me, how could I have not? My mind registered his presence, but I still continued walking.

So...*bumps*

And I kept floating on my way until like one minute later, baru realized I just crashed into him.

=.=

Blame it on lack of concentration. I was in a really extremely dreamy state this morning. Couldn't focus on anything at all.

And and, I saw his sister. Twice. Correction, I almost walked into his sister twice. Seeing her is not good for my state of mind, you know. Haha!!!

My bout of emo-ness originated from reading my spaces. Was going through past posts, when last year's one particularly caught my eye.

Post dated - 17th of April = First sighting.

So I just kept reading, all the while sinking deeper and deeper into gloom. Until you have the current WanSien, who is wallowing in full-blown self-pity. That's the downside of reading your 'memories', it tends to lead to regret and depression.

*Extract date May 24th*

Soshilogy.
A term used to explain and describe studies conducted by WanSien on Soshi.
Contributed by Yap Wen Hui on 24th May 2007.

Soshilogist.
A term used to describe the profession involved in studying Soshi.

Therefore, in conclusion...WanSien is a Certified Soshilogist. The one and only in the world, and she is doing Soshilogy as a fifth subject in MD.

Ain't this the cutest term ever? Soshilogy! Wen Hui thought of it for me! Thanks buddie! It's soooo kawaii! Lol~ And I improvised and figured up the term Soshilogist by myself. Oh my...this is the term of the century! Seriously!!!!

*End of Extract*

Can't believe how siao I was over him last year. Kinda funny in a way. Maybe in a few months time, I'll manage some laughter when I go back to all those posts again. But for now, it's taking an effort just to smile. =(

Poor WeiHon seems to always be stuck with the job of trying to cheer me up. Lalala~ X)